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                |  |  Geoffrey called while I was driving 
            to the seaside on Ash Wednesday. I was supposed to meet the builders 
            who are in charge of restoring the apartment my family owned since 
            1962. Geoffrey wanted to run the Easter article I wrote in 2020 again, 
            but I am not sure the feelings and the meanings are the same. In 2020 
            I was trying to go back in time to the late 1950’s when we were 
            able to use a car for the first time and drive to the fields for our 
            Easter Monday traditional al fresco, often with rain or even snow.
 
 
               
                |  |  In 2020 I wrote: “There 
              being no climate change yet, winters used to be long, gloomy and 
              freezing, 1956 in particular, with Turin frosted and buried in snow, 
              as though Siberia had moved 150 K’s from the Mediterranean. 
              Spring was long in the making, so we were all hoping for Easter 
              and specially Easter Monday, the day when everyone was out and about, 
              trying to arrange picnics in the fields. That is where the all the 
              fun was.” In 2022 the weather forecast leaves no doubt: 
              the climate has changed, I am sitting here in my drawing room and 
              outside the weather is sunny, the temperature is around 20° 
              C and the Easter weekend is set on very mild weather.
 In April 2020, I wrote: “As 
              it happens 1957 was also the year I experienced the first pandemic 
              in my life and I narrowly escaped death myself, while 30,000 other 
              Italians died of the disease in that period.” It was 
              just the beginning of the COVID19 pandemic, April 2020 was the “first 
              wave”. We know now, what kind of toll the world has suffered. 
              As we speak, we are facing the greatest risk of a big scale war 
              in Europe since 1945. We have all seen what is happening in the 
              Ukraine and nobody can ignore this sad, sad story. I am at a loss 
              to decide whether I was more scared of the disease or we should 
              be more scared of a possible escalation in the warfare now.
 But I must say that in 2020 we were 
              in complete lockdown and were quite unsure about what our future 
              would hold for us. We are now fully vaccinated and hopeful to survive, 
              even if we get affected, a picture that in April 2020 did not exist. 
              Vaccines had not been produced yet and we could only protect ourselves 
              by avoiding any human contact, not a great option . . . I am here 
              sitting in the old “tinello” i.e. an old fashion dining 
              room and looking out onto the valley below, a landscape I know so 
              well.
 From the terrace I am looking at the 
              countryside that I have contemplated so many years of my life and 
              my memories come back in a rush. In the ’60’s the Sorgettis 
              are a happy, small family of four. Today this could be considered 
              a large number for a family in my country, which is probably one 
              of the worst in the world with regard to birth rate, but then ours 
              was considered a small family.
 
  Not many faces, but we were enterprising, 
              oh boy, relentlessly enterprising. I loved animals and at the time 
              of my greatest engagement as a breeder we had a cat, a dog, a tortoise, 
              four lovely hamsters (one of which insisted on peeing over my turntable 
              where I used to spin him thinking he would enjoy it . . .) We also 
              had many birds: there were two cages, one with canaries and another 
              one with two couples of zebra finches. Another larger cage contained 
              a turtle dove, a female, and she was incessantly weeping for love, 
              at least so I thought. This was not going too well with my granny, 
              who could not sleep because of the noise the bird was making. She 
              also hated the cuckoo clock on the wall and she told her son, my 
              father, that she was going to throw it out of the window, if he 
              did not manage to stop its hourly call, in particular in the still 
              of the night. Grandma never threatened to throw the birds out of 
              the window, as they could actually fly away. One day we found the 
              dove’s cage open and the bird missing. Nobody knows whether 
              granny’s helping hand had made the miracle: fact is for many 
              years we heard the incessant ter-ter, 
              ter-ter that a very big number of turtle doves were making all 
              around the house. Evidently my turtle dove had found love, indeed 
              in Spotorno, not the only creature to do so . . .
 
               
                |  |   With dogs it was another story. When 
              my father came home with a Brittany hunting dog my mother said: 
              “either the dog or me!” Then she walked out imperiously 
              and strolled around the block as she would do when she was upset. 
              Normally she would come back in about half an hour and we would 
              get back to a talkative mood in another ten minutes. This time it 
              took unusually longer, but the end was written in the stars: mother 
              and dog found an arrangement and my mother actually liked having 
              a dog in the house for many years. The same thing happened when 
              my sister came with a cat, when I came with the hamsters, the canaries 
              and the turtle dove. By that time my mother had already started 
              to reduce her around the block stroll, in the end she would just 
              get out of the door and come back immediately to fondle the brats.
 
  We were five humans (including my 
              grandmother) and many animals packed in a three-piece apartment 
              at the seaside for Easter in 1962. I was up first and walked the 
              dog into the woods that were just a few hundred yards uphill, then 
              I was back and changed all the birds and last the hamsters, who 
              were the laziest. The tortoise only rarely came out of its den at 
              Easter time. Our car was no longer our 1957 “seicento”. 
              In the ’60’s we were sporting a cream-white FIAT “millecento” 
              type F. By today’s standard it would be a small city car, 
              but it was considered a medium-size car in those years. It is a 
              pity I have no picture of the packed-solid car on arrival in front 
              of the house. In minutes you could have witnessed the explosion 
              of bags, birdcages, barking dog and bottles, bread bought on the 
              way in Vicoforte, where we stopped and visited the “largest 
              elliptical dome of the world”, as my father would tell us 
              for the umpteenth time.
 I am not sure what the car looked 
              like from the outside, considering it was equipped like a mobile 
              zoo with visitors (us). This happened regularly every Saturday after 
              school time. Everyone worled on Saturday morning then, so we left 
              at 13.00 sharp. We would drive to the apartment at the seaside, 
              stay on Sunday and leave at 04.00 on Monday morning to meet work 
              and school in Turin. Obviously according to today’s standards 
              for keeping pet animals, we would be reprehensible, but our ignorance 
              of better rules did not impede our love for the animals, who at 
              the end of the day seemed to even like us. Arriving in Torino around 
              07:00 all animals were transferred into the apartment, cleaned and 
              fed. I sincerely have no idea how we managed all those chores. Just 
              thinking of it today makes me tired, but then it was the most natural 
              thing to do.
 So Easter at the seaside prvided the 
              additional benefit of Easter Monday and we would camp out in the 
              fields just outside the house, which was built on the hills close 
              to the ruins of the medieval castle of Spotorno.
 Those who know literature know that 
              D. H. Lawrence resided for a period in Spotorno and he wrote that 
              “just above the village and the sea. The sun shines, the 
              eternal Mediterranean is blue and young, the last leaves are falling 
              from the vines in the garden”. That looks so much like 
              the place I remember from my
  adolescence. 
              As my friends say, everything remains with me: so the old radio, 
              the old blenders and the cuckoo clock that my granny so much hated 
              are all here, in different parts of the house, used now as timeless 
              decorations. There are no animals and I do not regret having decided 
              to give up that habit when my last dog Zeno died. All that remains 
              of the zoo I was entertaining are sweet memories. During the lockdown period in 2020 
              we heard tales of people trying to get hold of dogs so that they 
              could take a walk outside, instead of being confined at home. This 
              year, amid much angst, we heard tales of Italians who went to the 
              Ukraine to rescue animals from the war. This was actually in the 
              news in my country. I understand, when things become unbearable 
              and you feel useless, you try to do what can or what seems to be 
              the right thing to do, even though, with hindsight, it seems to 
              be a small drop in an ocean of plight and suffering.
 
  I 
              was so happy with my hamsters rocking and rolling on my turntable 
              and I was even happier when my canaries actually started hatching 
              and the small chicks came out of the tiny eggs. Unlike wild canaries 
              in the Atlantic, our local birds do not hatch at Easter, rather 
              in the summer, but these tiny beeping chicks were such a strong 
              message of resurrection and hope in the future, that lingers in 
              my memory! This reminiscence befits Easter 2022 and fills my stay 
              here in the old apartment in Spotorno with Easter hope as though 
              nothing else in the world mattered. Whatever your creed is, I believe 
              that the resurrection of hope in the spring is a universal concept 
              valid for everyone. Happy Easter!
 Marco Sorgetti, Turin, 13th of April 2022.
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